infiniti science

Neville Goddard

imagine for a moment that everything you know time space your identity even reality itself is nothing more than avast Divine dream a dream in which God In His Infinite imagination has chosento experience himself through you deep within your being in the mystery of yourConsciousness lies a truth so powerful that once understood it will forever transform the way you see life theuniverse and your very existence God is dreaming of being you this is is notjust a philosophical statement or a poetic metaphor it is a cosmic principle an ancient secret revealed by NevilleGodard one of the greatest Mystics of the modern era through his words youwill discover that your imagination is the Divine tool with which you create your world that your destiny is not setin stone but shaped by every thought every desire and every belief you holdwithin this text is an invitation to awaken within the dream to recognize that you are not merely a piece in acosmic game but the dreamer itself that every event in your life every emotionevery circumstance is nothing but a projection of divine Consciousness in action so prepare yourself this will notbe just an intellectual Journey but a profound Revelation because what you are about tohear has the power to shake the very foundations of your perception and lead you to the threshold of an eternal truthyou are God In Action welcome to God is dreaming of being you the dream has begun and you are itsprotagonist Before Time began to be counted before there was light Earth word or form only one thing existed pureConsciousness Limitless faceless nameless that Consciousness was noneother than the I am it was not a thought nor a separate being nor an external will it was totally at rest the allasleep dreaming and that I am in its infinite creativity decided to dream todream worlds stories gxy Dimensions but the most perfect the most Sublime dream was this to dream itselfas you not as a metaphor not as poetic inspiration but literally the EternalGod immersed itself in the illusion of forgetfulness to inhabit the character of your life and thus discover itselfthrough your eyes your hands your struggles your loves the flesh is not your prison it is the veil where Godhides from himself in order to find himself in the mirror of the human from this deep mystery arises the mostadvanced the most dangerous the most forgotten teaching you are not a creature of God you are God dreaming ofbeing a creature and when you awaken to this truth the world reorganizes itselfthe laws of man no longer govern your experience matter submits to the image you hold within the past becomesflexible the future becomes obedient and the present becomes the throne from which the I am governs allforms but this knowledge has been hidden not out of malice but for protection notevery vessel is ready to contain Divine fire that is why the Bible a book misunderstood for centuries encodes thistruth among Shadows genealogies Wars and laws the letter kills but the spirit gives life and the spirit reveals itsface only when one no longer seeks outside but within oneself this book is not written for the Curious nor forthose who seek power without transformation it is written for those who have felt that the world is notenough that the isible does not answer without first touching the invisible for those who have seen how thought createsrealities but do not yet fully understand why for those who sense they are more than a mind more than a bodymore than a past here you will find no morality no punishments no rewards onlyStates Of Consciousness Adam Moses Jesus Mary Noah Abraham are not characters ofancient history they are internal gateways States of the soul expressions of the Journey of the Forgotten God whobegins to remember who he is as it is said in job 33:15 one of the mostoverlooked passages in all scripture in a dream in a vision of the night when deep sleep falls upon men as theySlumber on their beds then he opens the ears of men and seals their instruction this book is a lucid dream amessage from that deep resting place where the inner God speaks Whispers And awakens not so that you may believe butso that you may remember it will not be you who reads this book it will be the I am within you returning to itself andwhen you reach the end the dream will have ended not because you have awakened from the world but because you will haveawakened within it are you ready to remember then let us proceed not as Seekers but as those who already are Godis dreaming of being You by medil godar we have noticed that more than 90% ofthose who visit our channel are not subscribed you can support this project by pressing the Subscribe button andgiving the video a like thank you for inspiring us to continue creating more and better content for you are you readyto transform your life chapter 1 the dream of the absolute in the beginning there was nobeginning because there was no time there was no space no form no history only one thing existed the absolutefaceless Limitless without another there were not two only one and that one waspure Consciousness without without fragmentation without desire without movement it did not think it did notspeak it did not act it simply was that I am absolute and eternal contained nocontent it needed nothing yet it chose to know itself and to know itself it hadto reflect itself to reflect itself it had to dream and so the absolute closedits Eternal eyes and became image sensation eye and other history Universe not to lose itself but to discoveritself as multiplicity within Unity this is what has been called creation but itwas not the creation of matter it was the creation of experience what man calls the world is nothing but themental stage of God dreaming of being an individual and you who believe you were born were in truth dreamed in an act ofabsolute love there is no distance between you and God the only distance isthe forgetfulness he voluntarily assumed to become you and when you begin to remember you are not reaching God God isremembering that you are him in form in flesh in time dreaming the book ofIsaiah so often quoted yet so little understood hides this Revelation within its poetry I am the lord and there isnone else there is no God beside me Isaiah455 this is not the Cry of a jealous being but the naked affirmation of the absolute in the midst of the dream thereis no other everything that appears to be other is you in another state inanother form in another expression of the same I am for when the one dreams it dreams of Multiplicity but it neverceases to be one and so God became you not as a guest not as an external guidenot as an observing Spirit but as the very root of your being your awareness of being what you call I is the spark ofthe Divine dream still burning the Gospel of Thomas a text hidden for centuries reveals this truth withClarity when it says if your leaders say to you look the kingdom is in the skythen the birds of the sky will preced you if they say it is in the sea thenthe fish will precede you but the kingdom is within you and outside of youthe kingdom is not a place but a state of consciousness it is not attained it is awakened it is within because it isthe I am at rest it is outside because it is the I am in expansion there is nooutside everything is the dream of the absolute projected from your deepest interior when you understand thisseeking ceases effort ends illumination is no longer begged for it is assumedthe intervention of a distant God is no longer awaited the truth of being him in dormant form is awakened everything youhave lived everything you have feared everything you have loved has been nothing but the theater of Consciousnessdreaming its way back to its Eternal self and what you call Spiritual Awakening is not an arrival but the endof forgetfulness God does not need to be served God does not need to be worshipedGod only longs to remember himself in you and that is why he has brought you here to remember that the entire worldis a projection of your inner State as whispered in job 267 he stretches out the north over thevoid and hangs the Earth upon nothing that nothing is divine imagination thatvoid is the Mind Imagining the all the Earth is sustained by an eternal etal thought and you are the sleeping thinkerwho holds it in place you do not have to create your reality you are already creating itunknowingly every sustained emotion every buried belief every repeated imagein your mind are the bricks with which you build the world you inhabit if you wish to change your world do not changethe external change your state assume that you already are who you desire tobe live as if it were already real feel the end and the beginning will yield foreverything begins in the dream of the absolute and you are that dream taking form you are God’s dream and now you arebeginning to dream lucidly before Abraham was I am long before man wroteabout God before Moses descended from the mountain before the tablets were carved I am already existed not as aname not as a concept but as a silent presence it was the breath without Direction the wind that does not risefrom the east or the West the murmur that precedes all form it was being without history vibrating in thenothingness everything visible is but the shadow of the invisible everything you call real is a projection of theEternal and the Eternal has no beginning because it was never created it simplyis Jesus expressed this truth without ambiguity in one of the most revealing and at the same time most ignoredpassages of the Gospel before Abraham was I am John 8:58 he did not say I washe he did not say I was created before he said I am an absolute present a Timeless declaration an echo of the veryGod who spoke from the burning bush I am that I am Exodus 3:14 and what is that I am if not yourown awareness of being the story of Abraham is not a genealogical record it is the symbol of a mind beginning toawaken Abraham represents the first impulse of faith in the invisible but even that impulse is contained withinsomething greater The Faceless Timeless nameless Consciousness the I am before Faith before desire before form itselfthis is what the world has forgotten you are not a product of time you are prior to time time moves within you but youare the one who contains it every second every Century every era is but amodulation of the state you assume the wind that blows from nothingness has no Direction because it seeks nodestination that wind is the breath of being moving according to the image youhold within that is why what you believe will come tomorrow has already been shaped by your state today the prophetNahum in one of the most obscure and rarely quoted texts declares the Lord has his way in the Whirlwind and in thestorm and the clouds are the dust of his feet nahem 1 3 that Whirlwind is yourmind that cloud is your mental image God does not come in soft forms he arrives in the center of your chaos in the midstof your transformation he walks as conscious iess through your disordered thoughts waiting for you to give himform and how does the wind take form by imagining imagine as one who does notwait feel as one who already possesses walk as one who already is for I am isnot something to be attained it is something to be recognized it is not something to be created it is somethingto be assumed the name given to Moses is not a Divine label it is a secret keywhen you say I am whatever follows poor free sick love Lov D is an invocation of the creative power of the very Source nowords hold greater power than I am for within it is contained all that has been is and will be before Abraham beforetime before desire before flesh you were you existed as an eternal breath as aspark of Consciousness and upon descending into the dream of form you did not lose yourDivinity you only concealed it beneath names stories and memories you believe you were born but what was born was theveil what was born was the mask that I am assumed in order to dream itself as limited Consciousness is not born itdescends and when the soul begins to remember the veils fall time fractures and I am reveals itself not as an ideabut as the only reality within you in the book of wisdom an apocryphal gem silenced for centuries it is written shereaches mightily from one end of the Earth to the other and governs all things sweetly wisdom 8 one that she isthe wisdom of I am the Consciousness that encompasses all that forces nothing but transforms everything it does notarrive with violence it does not act from the outside it governs from within with gentleness with certainty withsustained imagination there is no history outside of you there is no God outside of you there is no wind thatdoes not arise from the movement of your own Consciousness you are before the lineage you are before the promises andyou are before the gods you are I dreaming a story and the wind you feel moving within your soul is the reminderthat you were never a creature you have always been the Creator awaken the wind has begun toblow Chapter 3 The Serpent that remembers the son who eats from the innertree from the dawn of Humanity’s symbolic narrative there has been a figure feared hated exiled from altarsand buried beneath moral condemnation the serpent yet in the deepest corners of mystical Consciousness that sameserpent is the bearer of remembrance the spark that awakens the dreamer from hisillusion it was not an enemy who spoke to Eve in the garden but the Forgotten voice of I am the serpent did not temptit invited Awakening and the tree of the knowledge of Good and Evil was not a physical object but the inner axis ofDuality the point where Consciousness chooses to experience separation only to later remember itself in unity Eden isnot a place it is an original state of consciousness where man has not yet yet identified with his form to eat from thetree was not a mistake but the beginning of the voluntary descent into Incarnation for only through contrastcan light be discovered only in separation can there be a longing for return the serpent is the mysticalcundalini the ascending energy the memory of I am coiled at the base of being waiting to be awakened this symbolappears in all ancient cultures in Egypt as the uras on the pharaoh’s forehead in India as Shakti coiled in sleep in mesoAmerica as kitel coat The Feathered Serpent rising to the heavens the Bible though it has obscured the serpent couldnot erase it entirely in the Book of Numbers chapter 21 there is a moment when God himself commands Moses to makea bronze Serpent and place it on a staff declaring and it shall be that everyonewho is bitten when he looks upon it shall live numbers 21 8 what a mystery whatwas condemned in Eden now becomes a symbol of healing the serpent becomes redeemer is this not a clue does thisnot reveal that the enemy and the Savior are one and the same seen from different levels ofconsciousness the son who eats from the inner tree the true Seeker is the one whodares to look within and embrace Duality not denying it not fearing it butintegrating it the knowledge of Good and Evil is not a curse it is the map for returning to the Center for one whoknows both good and evil no longer lives under the illusion of judgment but in the wisdom ofunity The Tree Of Eden and the Tree of Life in Revelation are one and the sameseen at different stages of the Soul’s Journey one causes forgetting and the other remembrance one descends into formthe other ascends into Spirit but both exist within man and the one who eats from them is not the body it isconsciousness Jesus the symbol of the awaken Christ did not condemn the serpent on the contrary he said and asMoses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness so must the son of man be lifted up John3:14 this is not about exalting a human figure it is about elevating the dormantConsciousness within the flesh the son of man is I am recognizing itself within the dream lifting up the image that wasonce judged healing what was divided Redeeming the fall with light the treeis within you the serpent is you coiled in your form the fruit is your desire toremember eating it does not expel you from Paradise it initiates your return to it but this time with knowledgeConsciousness and full love and when this son dares to eat from the inner tree he no longer seeks answers outsidehe becomes living wisdom he understands that the world is not something that happens to him but an experience hesustains from within the serpent that remembers is neither demon nor Temptation it is the voice of I amwhispering in silence awaken this Garden is not outside and this tree is not forbidden this fruit is you and the onewho eats it with eyes wide open ceases to be man and becomes God dreaming withConsciousness chapter 4 the unoccupied Throne the stolen identity of God there is an empty throne in theheart of man a sealed space waiting to be occupied yet usurped by images dogmasborrowed names and foreign faces that Throne does not belong to any king of this world nor to any God carved byhuman hands it is the Eternal seat of I am the place where Divine Consciousness was meant to Reign yet from which it hasbeen expelled through forgetfulness when Consciousness descends into the dream the first thing it loses is notimmortality nor power nor wisdom what it loses is its true identity it ceases tobe the Creator and begins to see itself as a creature it ceases to be the cause and perceives itself as an effect andthus the throne is left unoccupied yet falsely filled by the character it believes itself tobe the greatest identity theft this theft of identity is thegreatest mystery of biblical Exile the Lost Eden is not a geographic locationit is the original state where God knew he was God the fall was not a punishmentbut a voluntary Act of complete immersion into the dream of form yet in this emotion something became distortedthe throne was filled with false names you were taught to say I am this and I am that and I am not capable I am notworthy you were taught to look up toward the sky toward an external figure as if the Divine were far away and with everyone of these affirmations a thief took the throne with every word of ignorance a crown was stolen in the book ofLamentations almost never cited there is a profound Revelation the crown has fallen from our head woe to us for wehave sinned Lamentations 5:16 sin is not a moral act it is the forgetting ofbeing it is the moment when I am wears so many disguises that it forgets itselfthe crown has fallen because Consciousness has handed over its power to the illusion of being somethingelse the inner journey of the soul the prophets the Patriarchs theKings all these biblical figures who seem to live outside of you are merely symbolic forms of the Soul’s internaljourney and they all share one common purpose to remember Moses was not anexternal leader he was the inner impulse seeking to free Consciousness from the slavery of the ego David was not a youngShepherd he was the courage that faces the giant of conditioned mind Christ was not a single man he was the state of therecovered Throne I am enthroned once again within its Temple the temple and thethrone the temple a symbol repeated throughout scripture is you not as aphysical body but as a structure of Consciousness when the throne is empty the temple becomes a Marketplace when Iam does not Reign thoughts trade in borrowed beliefs fearful images and errors but when the throne is filledagain with awakened Consciousness the temple is purified then the words of the psalm are fulfilled the Lord is in hisholy Temple let all the Earth keep silence before him habach 2:20 when I amremembers its place the world Falls silent and begins to reflect its true nature the throne is reclaimed throughrecognition this Throne is not occupied through effort Merit or ritual it is occupied through recognition the momentyou affirm with certainty I am without adding anything by without seeking proofand without fear that is the instant the throne is filled the temple is activatedand the kingdom is made manifest The Awakening of I Am The Stolen identity was not taken byan external Thief it was given away by a sleeping Consciousness but now that dream begins to crack the limited selfbuil from memories and labels collapses and what remains is the only one who has ever been the Eternal I am seated onceagain upon its Throne there is no greater power than recognizing this there is no purer salvation thanassuming the inner throne and declaring with the voice of the one who remembers I am who was who is and who will be notbecause you read it but because at last you have awakened in the place you never trulyleft chapter 5 the prophets cave the power of invisiblesilence in a forgotten corner of scripture far from acclamations and thunderous Miracles lies one of the mostpowerful scenes ever told it did not take place in a Public Square nor in a temple nor before multitudes it happenedin a cave there a man hid not from external enemies but from his own exhausted mind Elijah the prophet offire the destroyer of Idols the one who called Flames down from heaven found himself empty and in that emptiness inthat cave of the soul the Unthinkable happened the fire did not speak the earthquake brought no voice the windcarried no message and after the fire a gentle and quiet whisper 1 Kings 19:12there there was God not in the Thunder but in the whisper not in the storm but in the silence that remains wheneverything else has faded away the cave is not a physical Grotto it is the inner place where the condition self dissolveswhere the mind has no more arguments where thoughts lose their strength it is the Refuge that does not protect butstrips away there the prophet the symbol of the Seeker ceases to speak and begins to listen fromwithin silence as the gateway to the spiritual world the spiritual world is notconquered through noise it is not reached through the repetition of empty prayers or mantras the spiritual worldis revealed in the Silence of I am and that silence is not the absence of soundit is the cessation of the false self the end of all identification when whenthere is no one to interpret no one to judge no one to name there in that absence presence Remains the human mindin its urge to control seeks God in Grand forms it craves signs manifestations spectacular Miracles butI am does not shout it does not impose it simply is and its greatest power liesin the fact that it does not need to be defended as the book of wisdom another forgotten text declares your strength isthe source of your Justice and because you are sovereign over all you can forgive everything wisdom 121 I am doesnot compete it does not struggle and it does not react it simply remains and in that remaining it reveals thateverything else fears desires stories are nothing more than layers that vanish when one enters the cave of innersilence what happens in the cave you do not receive answers assentences you remember without words knowledge is returned to you not as information but as pure presence youunderstand without reasoning you make decisions without thinking you feel a guidance that comes from no externalvoice because it is you giving to yourself from a deeper level it is at this point that the Seeker stops seekingnot because something external was found but because they have returned to the center from which everything isprojected and then they realize all the noise they once thought important was just resistance all the prayers wereattempts to control all the supplications were ways of denying that the throne was already already occupiedby Eternal Consciousness Elijah emerged from the cave transformed not because aGod spoke to him but because he found himself beyond the elements and you like him have an inner cave a sanctuary ofStillness that does not require a physical space only the willingness to silence the false when you do when youenter the formless center of invisible silence you will understand that you do not need to be guided because you arethe way you do not need to be saved because you are the sleeping savior you do not need to run anymore because inabsolute silence I am is revealed as the only real voice there where nothing is heard everything is understood and inthat wordless understanding true transformation begins chapter 6 the womb of imaginationbirthing worlds through thought in the beginning there were no hands molding dust no hammers strikingStone no laws commanding order from chaos in the beginning there was imagination not as fantasy but as Divinemind as the cosmic womb where worlds were first conceived in silence beforeanything exists in form it already lives as an image everything visible is a reflection of the invisible a mirror ofa thought held within Eternal mind and that mind is not distant it is not separate it is not different from yoursand it is your very Consciousness when you do not limit it with the character you believe yourself to be you are not apassive Observer of the universe you are the origin point the axis from which the universe continually folds and unfoldsaccording to the image you hold in secret and that secret is not out there not in the heavens not in sealedScriptures it is in your imagination for to imagine is not to dream in vain toimagine is to create to shape pure substance and to plant within the womb of the Eternal and every image you holdwith emotion and certainty is a seed terminating realities even if your eyescannot yet see it this mystery is present throughout scripture but few have had the courage to see beyond theveil of form when the angel visits Mary he is not announcing a physical pregnancy he is declaring an eternaltruth you will conceive in your womb and give birth to a son Luke 1:31 the wombis not an organ of Flesh it is Imagination fertilized by faith Mary represents the receptive Consciousnessthe mind that does not doubt the one that says without resistance let it be done unto me according to your word theword becomes flesh when the inner IM is accepted without doubt when there is no interference between desire andassumption and this process is not miraculous it is natural in the world of the invisible because in the plain ofbeing everything is already complete it only waits to Be Imagined with enough strength to be born into the visible asjob prophet of suffering and Revelation expressed who can bring the clean from the unclean no one certainly man is bornto Affliction as surely as Sparks Fly upward job 14:4 the pain you live is notpunishment it is the friction between the world you hold internally and the form you have yet to claim as yours youare that fire and your imagination is the forge where Divinity takes form eachtime you imagine with certainty you are conceiving a world there is no Holier word than the silent assumption that itis already done your imagination is the womb of God and you the embodied Creatorbirthing realities with every image you choose to hold chapter 7 the vestages of the firstman Adam as a state of consciousness Adam was not the first human in biological terms he did notwalk through a garden nor was he molded from clay in a magical act Adam is a primordial symbol a deep archetype ofConsciousness beginning to identify with form he’s not the first man but the first forgetfulness before AdamConsciousness was pure it knew itself as I am without the need for a name clothing time or history but in themystery of descent that Divine dream that the Eternal being chose to dream Consciousness saw itself reflected inform and believed itself to be that form there Adam was born not as a body but asa mental state of identification with appearance Adam represents the First Act of Separation the moment when I amcovers itself with the mask of I am this or I am not that Genesis 3 7 tells usthat after eating from the tree the eyes of both of them were opened and they knew they were naked this is not aboutphysical nakedness but the instant in which Consciousness perceives itself as stripped of its Divinity and begins tocover itself with judgments thoughts emotions stories and needs it perceives itself as limited the ego is Born thevestages of Adam remain in you every time you doubt your power every time you define yourself with fear every time youbelieve you are a victim of the world each time you repeat I can’t I am not capable I need to be saved you areinvoking Adam the sleeping self and yet even in the fall the seed of divinityremains intact Adam is forgetfulness yes but he is also the starting point forthe conscious return to I am the Exile from Eden is not punishmentit is process because as Consciousness forgets itself it generates the desire to remember and that desire is theimpulse for return few have seen it but in the apocryphal book books particularly in the book of Adam and Evethere is a phrase hidden like a whisper from the soul though you have left Paradise thespark of its light remains in you that Lost Paradise is not a place to visit but a state that can be assumed and toassume it one must first understand what Adam symbolizes it is not about judgmentbut Transcendence Adam did not sin Adam voluntarily descended into the dream oflimitation so that today you could choose not to remain asleep he is the image of fragmentedConsciousness and Christ is the image of unified Consciousness both live within you one is forgetfulness the other isRemembrance but one cannot exist without the other for without the fall there would be no Redemption without Exile noreturn and without the sleeping Adam the awakened Christ would not beborn the Apostle Paul in a rarely cited yet deeply symbolic passage declares soit is written the first man Adam was made a living Soul the last Adam a life-giving spirit 1 Corinthians15:45 this last Adam is not a historical man it is the I am in its exalted Statethe very same that you assume when you cease identifying with what you see and begin to live from what you create inThe Invisible so what should you do with the vestages of Adam that still remain do not reject them observe them everyfear every belief in lack every automatic reaction is a frag of thefirst man still alive in your memories and they will not be healed through struggle but through recognition do notdeny the shadow illuminate it do not flee from the small self love it until it dissolves for I am does not come todestroy but to integrate Paradise is not Beyond the Veil but in the Gaze that recognizes the divine within theordinary Adam is within you but so is Christ one sleeps the other remembersand with every decision every image you hold every word you speak you choose which which one willreign Consciousness no longer needs clay to form a man only a sustained thoughtan aligned emotion an identity assumed with certainty and when that happens thefirst man becomes the last the circle closes and I am awakens within youchapter 8 the woman of the Sun the Forgotten archetype of the fulfilled desire among the most enigmatic andSilent symbols in all of scripture there is one that has not been understood by theologians or Mystics the woman of theSun a luminous figure clothed in the star that gives life with the moon beneath her feet and a crown of 12 Starsupon her head she appears in the Book of Revelation 12 as a powerful and imminentVision feared by the dragon and celebrated in the heavens but who isthis woman why does she give birth in the midst of pain and find protection in the desert what truth does she embodythat has been so hidden so reinterpreted so externalized the woman of the sun is not an externalfigure nor a distant person or goddess she is an inner archetype the creative force of Awakened Consciousness sherepresents the feminine aspect of I am the imagination fertilized the fulfilleddesire firmly held it is not about gender but about principle the receptivesensitive deep principle that receives the Divine image and gestates it in secret until it is brought to life inform she is the Hidden Side of creation cre ative power which manifests not with force or imposition but with internalcertainty and sustained Vision the apocalyptic text says and a great signappeared in heaven a woman clothed with the sun with the moon under her feet and on her head a crown of 12 StarsRevelation 121 the sun represents pure Consciousness the light of I am the moonbeneath her feet symbolizes the condition of fluctuating emotions and temporary beliefs she rises above theshifting and remains firm in the internal light the crown of 12 stars is the symbol of fullness the TW signs theTW Apostles the TW Gates of the Soul this woman does not beg she does notwait and that is why she gives birth the child born of her is not a physical child but the concrete manifestation ofthe fulfilled desire the woman of the sun is the State of Consciousness that has accepted an image within herself astrue and no longer doubts she does not need to see to believe she believesand therefore she sees she is the personification of I am in certainty andthat is why the dragon fears her the dragon symbolizing the reactive mind external judgment fear and resistancecannot touch her it pursues her but cannot reach her for No Force in the world can defeat the Consciousness thathas assumed its Divinity this archetype has been forgotten because the modern world fears the power of pure desire ithas been taught that Desiring is selfish that a aspiring for more is greed thatimagining a higher good is Vanity but desire when born from I am is not a whimit is a Divine calling the voice of being manifesting as potential form theproblem is not desire itself the problem is Desiring as one who waits for something external to happen the womanof the sun does not wait she gives birth she does not pray she declares she doesnot beg she knows because she has United her will with I amand that Union is divine gestation as one little explored passagein the book of wisdom says wisdom went forth to make herself known to those who love her and she is easily seen by thosewho seek her wisdom 612 the woman of the sun is that wisdomincarnate and she lives in every being who dares to close their eyes to the world and internally assume the desiredform as already realized she is the secret of all true manifestation theperfect union between desire and certainty at the core of Every Soul this woman Waits waits to be remembered notas a religious figure but as an internal presence she lives in you when you imagine with power she resurrects in youwhen you feel without doubts she Reigns in you when you know that what is desired already belongs to you in theinvisible and when you let her Reign the child is born and that child is your world and that world is your yourreflection and that reflection is God made flesh in your experience do not fear your desiresfertilize them conceive them and let the woman of the sun shine again and again in the secret Temple of yourConsciousness chapter N9 the Fallen Angels descending to create the story of the Fallen Angelshas been told with fear wrapped in Shadows associated with punishment sinand Exile from Heaven however behind the veil of Dogma lies a deeper more radicaland more luminous truth the fall was not condemnation it was a decision a conscious choice of the Eternal beingwho fragmenting descended into form to create from within the Dream Angels arenot winged creatures they are elevated States Of Consciousness extensions of I am pure projections of divine will thatupon assuming a body a history and a limitation became the silent bearers of the fire you who believe yourself to behuman are one of them a Sleeping Angel covered in name time memory and fleshbut with an intact spark still burning still Eternal The Book of Enoch aforbidden text relegated by councils and silenced for centuries reveals a mystery that few dare to look at and theydescended upon Mount Herman and swore an oath among themselves that they would take wives from among the daughters ofmen Enoch 6 2 this is not a carnal act this Unionsymbolizes the link between divine Divine Consciousness and matter between eternity and time between the absoluteand the relative the fall is nothing more than the voluntary incarnation of I am in the world of forgetfulness theFallen Angel is not punished he chooses to enter the dream to bring light from within you are not trapped in a body youare incarnated in it by choice as part of the great creative census density isnot a prison it is a canvas and every sustained thought every assumed emotion every intern image is a stroke ofCreation in the vastness of being the Watchers as they are called in Enochbecame bearers of Forgotten wisdom they taught the secrets of Heaven to mankindnot to dominate but to remind them that all the Divine was already within them their descent was an act of Lovedescending into illusion to awaken the dreamer but the world twisted their story The Fall was interpreted asRebellion Incarnation as punishment and the body as impuritythus mankind began to fear what was actually his most sacred nature the power to create from within you are oneof those Fallen Angels not by fault but by Destiny you did not descend to be judged you descended to reign in theworld of form as one who remembers the Fire Within sin was not the fallforgetting was it was chosen hell is not a place it is the State of Consciousnesswhere the Divine spark believes it is separate from its origin and yet even inthat forgetfulness the plan has not been interrupted because every Fallen Angel carries within him a secret memory theoriginal image of I am waiting to be reactivated that image is not erased itis only covered it is not lost it is only silenced but in the moment youremember all of Heaven descends with you Isaiah hinted at this in words that fewhave understood who is this who comes from Edom with dyed garments from bosrawhy is your apparel red and your garments like one who treads in the wine press Isaiah 63 1 two the one who comesfrom Edom is not a bloody Warrior he is the Fallen Angel returning from the world of form covered by emotions painand Human Experience yet a bearer of divine wine the creative power of I amveiled beneath the skin you have tread upon Edom you have felt the density of the world you have tasted the bitterflavor of forget but you also carry within you the ability to transform clay into goldchaos into order and Shadow into light that is your purpose to create from the fall to elevate from the low to rememberfrom the center of Illusion do not wait to be rescued do not wait for externalRedemption for the angel does not need to be saved he only needs to awaken and when he does he does not flee the worldhe transforms it from within you are the bridge between the Eternal and the temporal you are the encased fire theworld has been waiting for you are the Fallen Angel who now remembers why he descended and when you ignite that firenothing will ever be the same again chapter 10 the book of memory changing the past to live in a newpresent time as understood by humans is an illusion sustained by unexaminedmemory It is believed that the past is fixed that what has happened is immutable and that what was lived is awall upon which the present leans but this is is only true for those who have forgotten their power I am is not boundby time I am creates time everything you call the past does not exist outside ofyou it lives only in the image you hold in your Consciousness and that image like all internal images can betransformed the past is not a stone it is a page written with the ink of yourinterpretation and whoever dares to rewrite that interpretation from a higher state of consciousness can altertheir present and open Futures that once seemed impossible there is no prison deeper than a poorly sustained memorywhat you call trauma what you name as a mistake what you hold as inherited painare not facts they are states and every state can be transcended from I ambecause the past is not an absolute fact it is an echo that only persists while you feed it Isaiah expresses this in alittle quoted passage almost whispered by eternity do not remember the formerthings nor consider the things of old behold I will do a new thing now it shall spring forth shall you not know itIsaiah 43 18 19 the prophet does not ask for forgetfulness as an escape but forrecognition of present power I am is not tied to yesterday’s story it is the author who can rewritethe script from the level of Consciousness it inhabits today change does not happen in the physical world ithappens in the inner book where the soul records its perception of time that bookis your mind and the words are written with emotions images and repeateddeclarations I was betrayed I was poor I was weak I was hurt I failed each ofthose phrases is a line etched into the book of memory but I am by elevating itself can look at that page and saythat is no longer my story that no longer defines me I no longer hold that it is not about denying what was livedbut reinterpreting it from a higher state the one who was wounded is now seen as the one who awakened the one whowas poor is now seen as the one who chose to understand value the one who fell is now seen as the one who Learn toFly for in the Eternal plane of being everything that happens is a stepping stone toward remembrance when I rewritein your Consciousness the present begins to reorder what seemed impossible it becomesnatural people change circumstances mutate paths open not because the worldis magical but because Consciousness is the only real Creator in the Book of Proverbs another forgotten passagereveals this law subtly a man’s heart plans his way but the Lord directs his steps Proverbs 169 the heart isconsciousness and the Lord is I am when Consciousness aligns with a higher image the steps the physical presentstraighten effortlessly it is not the world that forms you it is your Rewritten memory that forms the worldthis is what the ancient wise ones knew the time is plastic history is symbolicand experience is a manifestation of the inner State this is why they spoke of redemption not as forgiveness alone butas a restoration of being to its true image you can change the past not in the books of men but in the living record ofyour soul and when you do your present becomes an extension of that new imagebecause the present is nothing but the echo of what you believed you were so assume a new past declare that you werealways abundant that you were always loved that you were always gu Ed not by deception but by power because at thelevel of I am the truth is that which you choose to hold with faith and whenthat new memory becomes more real to you than any old story you will see that the world adjusts not as a miracle but as alaw you are the Scribe of the Sacred Book you are the reader the author andthe protagonist and in your Consciousness the past is not written in stone but inlight chapter 11 Christ in you the anointed one is not a man but astate for centuries Christ has been spoken of as if he were an external figure a specific man at a fixed pointin history a flesh and blood image has been built adorned with Miracles suffering and words recorded on paper asif the Divine could be confined to a biography but Christ is not a character Christ is a state of consciousnessChrist was not born in Bethlehem nor did he die on a cross as the only and final expression of divine power Christ is theanointed one because he is I am elevated the being who has awakened within thehuman dream and remembered his origin Christ does not belong to a time or a place Christ is the secret name of thehighest state of the soul the one who has assumed its Unity with God when Paulwrote Christ in you the hope of glory Colossians 1:27 he was not speakingmetaphorically he was announcing a truth feared by systems and hierarchies that Christ lives as a potential within everyhuman being waiting to be embodied not as a religion but as a living realitythe anointed one does not descend from heaven he emerges from within the deepest mistake has been to separate manfrom Christ to think that one must reach him deserve him ask him for favors orimitate his deeds but Christ is not attained through effort Christ is assumed it is a state that activateswhen I am ceases to identify with smallness fear and lack and Rises to the certainty of being the only onlybegotten son the unique expression of the all in individual form in the Gospelof Philip suppressed and forgotten for centuries it is stated without ambiguity you saw the Spirit you became Spirit yousaw Christ you became Christ you saw the father you will become the father thisgospel does not describe a Creed but an internal law of the Soul you become what you contemplate with faith and if youcontemplate Christ as a being separate from you you will never awaken to your power but if you see him as your deepestself as your highest state then you begin to live from the kingdom not as a subject but as itsmanifestation Christ is not a Doctrine he has awakened Consciousness in actionhe is the mind that no longer struggles against the world because it knows the world is Its Reflection he is the heartthat no longer seeks outside because it is found within the source of all he is the word made flesh every time someonesays I am and knows that what is spoken creates their reality Christ does notexist as a separate entity there are infinite expressions of Christ manifesting in every Consciousness thatelevates itself Every Act of conscious love every creation born from the centerevery thought sustained in certainty is Christ incarnate when Jesus asked hisdisciples who do you say that I am Matthew 16:15 he was not seeking atheological answer he was inviting them to look Beyond the Veil of form Peter answered you you are the Christ the sonof the Living God but that Revelation was not information it was recognition of a state not of an individual but ofthe truth that stood before them awakened Consciousness that knows itself as one with the father you can repeatJesus words you can speak of love you can remember The Parables but until you assume this state as your own Christwill remain a story not an experience Christ is not the one who suffers for you he is the one who awakens within youhe is not the the Savior who will come he is the being you already are when you rise above condition thought and assumethe fullness of I am do not wait for signs do not seek a second coming in the sky the second coming happens every timesomeone remembers who they are and that someone is you you are the anointed one when you stop searching you are Christwhen the ego surrenders to I am and then the world no longer has power over youand death loses its sting and time bends before your vision because you no longer walk as a man who believes but is thebeing who knows Christ in you has awakened chapter 12 the Timeless Kingdomdwelling in the end as the beginning the greatest mistake of human thought has been to believe that thekingdom of God is something that will come something to be reached Through Time effort Evolution or externalRedemption for centuries Humanity has awaited a coming Paradise a PromisedLand projected into the future as if the kingdom were a distant reward for patient ly suffering within the illusionbut the kingdom does not come with warning it is not there or then it is here and now it is not the future it isa state and it does not depend on time because it exists outside of it thekingdom of God is eternity manifested in the instant where Consciousness dwells in the end as if it had already beenachieved Jesus the living symbol of the Christ State said it plainly the kingdomof God does not come with signs to be observed nor will they say look here it is or there it is for behold the kingdomof God is within you Luke 172021 the kingdom is not a place to reach it is a state to assume it is the mindand heart fused into a complete image sustained with such certainty that time surrenders and bends to the inner Visionat the highest level of being the future already is it does not wait for you to reach it it waits for you to embody itevery possibility already exists in the Eternal mind there is no true desire that has not already been created in therealm of I am but that creation only manifests when you dwell in the end from now when you live as if the desiredreality were already fulfilled not in potential but in present vibration thekey lies in the simplest and deepest act assumption assume the end as the beginning feel that you have alreadyarrived that you already are that you already have not as a a game not as a momentary visualization but as asustained State as an embodied identity for in the Divine mind there is no difference between seed and fruit theprocess exists only so that you may experience it in form but in essence everything is already complete and whenyou assume the end you access the plane where all is now the Book of Revelation veiled in symbols and Visions enclosesthis truth in a single verse I am the Alpha and the Omega the beginning and the end Revelation216 this is not a religious title it is a declaration of I am in its absolutestate within you when you assume your Divinity the beginning and the end mergetime collapses and experience begins to reflect that Unity do you want to see change do not wait for it be the changedo not say it will come say it is now do not say I will achieve it say I am thatbecause the universe does not respond to your hope it responds to your certainty it does not move mountains for yourdesire but for your vibrational alignment with the already fulfilled result this is not spiritual fiction itis law the Eternal law that upholds the cosmos Consciousness is the only causeand what you hold is real even if only in the invisible materializes with Precision The Book of EcclesiastesWhispers this truth though few have truly heard it that which is has already been and that which is to be has alreadybeen Ecclesiastes 3:15 everything is already happening in theinfinite field of being you do not create the future you access it you select it through the state you assumeas your own do not struggle to change the world change the state from which you see it because the world is notcause it is reflection when you assume the end everything within you begins to rearrange the Mind reprograms itsthoughts the body changes its posture emotion adjusts to the fulfilled resultyour entire life aligns with the I am that has already decided not to wait and thus what was once the future becomesthe present what was once possible becomes real what was once hope becomes certainty because the kingdom does notarrive it is revealed in the one who remembers that time was never necessary dwell in the end feel it as if italready is and you will see the beginning rewrite itself to obey the I am that knows what it is that I am isyou the kingdom has arrived and it was always here chapter 13 The Hidden name invokingI am and Awakening since the origins of recorded time men have sought the name of Godthey have tried to pronounce it Define it encapsulate it in sounds writings titles and hierarchies they have hiddenit within the tetragramaton veiled it in fear and surrounded it with mystery as if uttering it directly would unleashforces beyond their control and yet that name was never Out Of Reach it has always been vibratingwithin the soul waiting to be remembered I am when Moses encountered the burningbush the Eternal symbol of the fire that burns without consuming of the presence that cannot be destroyed and asked forthe name of the one speaking to him he received this Revelation I am that I amExodus 3:14 this was not a name given to a religion or a people it was a universalkey handed to every awakened Consciousness the hidden name is not an external word but a declaration of pureexistence it does not describe something it is what is it does not point to someone itis being itself in its original form every time you say I am you are invoking the Divine in its purest essence youneed no temples no rituals no intermediaries only your awakened Consciousness and a word assumed withfaith but the world has taught you to use this name in vain not as blasphemy but as ignorance I am weak I am poor Iam unworthy without knowing it you have been anointed these affirmations with the power of the Sacred name to say I amis to create it is to decree existence it is to Mark the beginning of a realitythat will inevitably take form if sustained with emotion and repetition this is why Awakening doesnot begin with information but with the Assumption of the name when you start using I am with awareness when yourefuse to associate it with what is small limited or false you begin to awaken the name was hidden not out ofmalice but but out of wisdom it can only be found by those ready to assume the responsibility of carrying the firebecause whoever invokes I am with awareness becomes the creative Center of their world they can no longer blamethey can no longer wait they can no longer give away their power they must create from being the song of songs inits veiled mystical poetry hides this secret within lines of longing your name is like perfume poured out song ofssongs 13 the perfume the oil of the anointed the anointing of the Christ is the name and when it is poured intoConsciousness it begins to fragrance all of life the world once perceived as chaos transforms into a mirrorcircumstances once random align with the assumed State because everything obeys the name it is not a name to be spokenoutwardly it is a name that vibrates within when you assume your Divinity that vibration becomes law because inthe Eternal plane of being only what you affirm from I am can take shape the Ancients knew this this is why theHebrew sages never pronounced the tetragrammaton yhvh aloud not out offear but out of reverence because they knew that this name was not meant to be spoken it was meant to be lived to liveit is to assume it as identity do not say I am seeking say I am finding do notsay I am trying say I am accomplishing do not say I am waiting for a miraclesay I am the miracl made flesh every affirmation with I am is a doorway youeither open open or close possibilities not with physical effort but with your inner word because you are in everymoment what you declare yourself to be with certainty to invoke the name is toawaken to this truth you were never a creature searching for its creator you were always the Creator dreaming ofbeing a creature and now as you speak I am with awareness you begin to undo the dream it does not matter what you havelived it does not matter what you believe you have been from the moment you invoke the name from your Centercreation resets because I am is not conditioned by the past it is the Eternal root of being always availablealways renewed and when it awakens in you everything begins to respond to that Awakening the name has been hiddenwithin you it is not in a book it is not in a distant Heaven it is in your mouth and it is in your thought it is in yourbeing and now that you know this what will you declare with it because what you declare with certainty shallbe chapter 14 the second coming The Awakening of the inner God for centuries Humanity has waitedlooking to the sky interpreting signs of fearing Wars and wonders projecting onto the Horizon a majestic event where theheavens will open and a sacred figure will descend with power and Glory it has been taught that the second coming is aphysical Cosmic inevitable and external event but this interpretation is merelythe echo of a Consciousness still asleep a mind that continues searching outside for what can only occur within thesecond coming will not be visible in the skies it will not arrive among the clouds nor will it be announced byexternal trumpets it takes place in the soul in the silent moment when sleepingConsciousness remembers its divine origin it is not about the return of a man but the rebirth of I am within thehuman being it is not an arrival it is a revelation Christ does not return andChrist awakens and he awakens in you this truth has been spoken spoken but not understood it has been written butnot revealed because it can only be grasped by those who have begun to look within in the Gospel of Thomassuppressed for centuries Jesus declares this truth with absolute Clarity if you bring forth what is within you what youbring forth will save you if you do not bring forth what is within you what you do not bring forth will destroyyou what saves is not an external figure what transforms is not waiting but thepower that already dwells within you you you were not created to be a follower a worshipper and a servant you werecreated to be the living manifestation of the inner Christ the conscious bearer of Iam the second coming is the instant when the innerThrone is reclaimed when the character yields to the being when you no longer Define Yourself by your history yourfears or your achievements but by the silent certainty that God Lives as you and it is not a singular event ithappens every time a soul awak awakens every time someone declares with awareness I am Christ returns to theworld every time a man stops waiting for external salvation and assumes his divinity the kingdom becomes present andthat kingdom does not come with violence or spectacle but as a powerful whisper that transforms everything it touchesfrom within Revelation so often misinterpreted isnot a prophecy of catastrophe but a symbolic map of the Awakening of consciousness and in one of its mosthidden passages that gives us the key behold I stand at the door and knock and if anyone hears my voice and opens thedoor I will come into him and dine with him and he with me Revelation 3:20 this is not a promise for thefuture it is an eternal declaration I am is always at the door it will not force its way in it will not break down wallsit only waits to be recognized and when it is recognized it enters and not as avisitor but as the true owner of the house do not wait for the second coming in theworld let it happen in you make space in your Consciousness for the being that has always been present let go of thepast let go of fear let go of the need for signs and declare I am the one who was to come I am the return I Am TheAwakening because the Christ who returns does not need to be born again he needs to be assumed and when you assume himyou will live him and when you live him you will radiate him and when you radiate him you will change the worldnot because you try to but because you already are the second coming made flesh this is how the prophecy isfulfilled not in the heavens not in the Nations but in you where the God who once slept has begun toawaken chapter 15 the end of the dream becoming the one who imagines there comes an inevitableinescapable moment in the Soul’s Journey a moment when everything sought everything feared everything believeddesol not with violence nor with turmoil but with the serenity that only recognitioncan bring it is the moment when the dreamer awakens within the dream and understands that they were never avictim of a story but the author incarnate in their own tale that moment is the true ending not of life but offorgetfulness the end of the dream you have walked Paths of Shadowyou have taken on names you have faced forms you yourself created you have searched the heavens for what was alwaysvibrating within your chest you have waited for signs for saviors for openings unaware that everything thathappened happened because you imagined it consciously or not because everything in your world has been the preciseresponse to an image sustained within you and and now you understand the end of the dream is not an escape it is asilent Ascent to your original identity it is when the constructed self surrenders not to an external God but tothe sublime reality of being the one who imagines the one whoimagines the one who imagines is not bound by the past does not carry guilt does not bargain for worth does not seekapproval the one who imagines is free free because they know that what they see is nothing but an extension of whatthey believe free because they no longer react but declare free because they have stopped begging for what they can simplyassume when the dreamer recognizes themselves that they do not destroy their world they redeem it they look atevery character every experience every pain not as enemies but as chosen scenarios meant to provoke Awakeningnothing was in vain every step was part of the return and in that return Consciousness does not Ascend to heavenheaven descends into the body a forgotten truth in the Book of Psalms a brief yetpowerful phrase holds this forgotten truth I said you are gods and all of you are children of the most high psalm 82:6this is not a metaphor it is the revelation of the Soul’s inevitable Destiny to remember that it is I amdreaming of being you and not as a spiritual figure of speech but as law as certainty that dissolves allseparation the Temple of imagination when that remembrance happens imagination is no longer a toolit becomes your temple you create without anxiety and you do not force events you do not push for results youassume you imagine you feel and you let the world response as it always has butnow from the state of a god awakened becoming the one who imagines to become the one who imaginesis to stop being the effect and become the cause it is to look at everything and ask from what image did this ariseand not to judge or but to correct not to flee but to elevate because the world is no longer a prison it is a mirror andThe Mirror Has No will of its own it simply reflects what you hold the trueAwakening to awaken is to know that there is no outside that everythingoccurs in you as you through you that God was never distant because you are that God dreaming feeling creating andthus when you stop acting as one who begs and begin living as one who declares the dream ends not because itdisappears but because it transforms the illusion of being separate from your creation dissolves there is no longeryou and the world only the one imagining multiple forms of itself and and that one is you you need no more proofs youneed no more signs and you are the sign and you are the end of the dream because the moment you choose to live as the onewho imagines you will no longer be born again you will create Without End and as you always have and as you always willfrom I am who has finally remembered who it is.